Kitty13's Blog

When I awoke I saw Jason and Youth hovering over me like was some kind of new species. I jolted up not knowing where I was. I looked at Youth and then at Jason.

"uh...uh," I started looking at Youth, "Where am I and how did I get here?" I was confused not knowing what had happened the night before all I remember is music and mash-pits. Youth held my head up and spoke softly trying not to wake Kelly.

"Your on a tour bus and you fainted last night," he said.

"Tour Bus!!" I screamed hopping up to my feet. Youth shushed me and handed me my phone. I had missed 7 call last night: 2 calls from my mom, 3 calls from my uncle and 2 calls from Toby. No voicemails though. Jason waked me over to a couch and explained everthing to me.

"So let me get this straight.......I fainted last night and noone  found me except MCR and they decided to take us along to their tour??" I asked very confused.

"Yes!" Jason plopped on the seat next to me. I looked up some steps and stated,

"It looks like we're in a house."

"well yes but their next tour is in a few months we're going to be living with them as do shows and stuff," Youth told me. I looked up some steps to see a very tired looking Kelly at the bottom. Her eyes filled with joy as I looked at her. She ran up to me and gave me a huge hug.

"I'm so glad your awake I thought I was nver going to see you again!" she grasped me so tight that I couldn't even breathe. I looked around to see Youth standing up by Jason sitting on the couch.

"I need a walk," I said grabbing my shoes.

"Can I come?" Jason asked me.

"Yea I wanted you to come anyways," Jason put on his shoes and we started walking.

"Jason......do you think im a pshyco?" I asked him.

"No not at all!" He smiled a very weird smile.

"then why are these events happening to me?" I asked him. He looked up at the green trees and said,

"Well something has to happen to one of us some time in our life doesn't it?"

"Huh?" I was confused on everything he said.

"Never mind," he looked away and blushed, ":Remember the first time we met?" I rolled my eyes thinking yet another boring flashback.

"Yea I do," I stated. I suddenly remembered the air was crisp and I was starting as a freshman at my school and I was the only emo kid... or so I had thought. Out of nowhere a shy boy was walking I thought that he was too skinny and I could never date a guy like that. We accidently bumped into each other and he dropped his books. I picked it up for him and he tripped over the trash can. I laughed and we started to talk and he asked me out and at first I  said no but then after like the fith time I said yes. I smiled.

"I was kind of clumsy when I was 15 right?" He asked me with a giggle.

"Yea you were and very shy I mean you wouldn't even tak to Youth or Kelly until I forced you," I said back. We started to laugh and sooner than we thought we were at the front porch. I saw Youth through the window and he quickly opened the door. Jason showed me my room and it was the same. he told me that his room is right across the hall and Youth is to the right of me. I felt safe but kind of worried. When I went downstairs I saw 4 guys crowded around the table that I kind of know.

As we all sat down we all closed in by Youth.

"ok," Youth started, "You know that  Higgon's place down by the graveyard?" we all nodded and then Youth continued, "Well that place has been empty for years.......some say a spirit of a little boy lies up ahead in the attic...Many have complained of moans and crying but when they went to check nothing was there except there were tears and blood on the floor......so..tonight I say we go into the attic in that house and do a sayonce!"

"What the heck is a sayonce??" Becky asked and Youth, Jason, Kelly and I looked at her and said..

"Where you contact te dead!!! Duh!" Then my brother agreed to take Mark and Becky's car. We all piled in Youth Jason and I rode with Mark and Jenifer, Toby and Kelly rode in Becky's.

"OK!" Mark stopped us before we stepped inside, "Ok the person who sits in the passenger seat controls the radio noone else!" We all nodded. Mark got into the driver's seat, Youth got into the passenger's seat, Jason got behind the driver and I got behing Youth.

"Youth.." I whispered and he looked back as I handed him my cd, "Put this in to freak Mark out ok?" Then Youth nodded. He put in the cd and turned on number two which was called...DEAD!!!!! Mark looked freaked just as I exspected. I giggled just a little. When we got to the house the preps and the jocks looked scared. We went up to the attic and heard the noises. As we did the sayonce we got caught by the cops.

"What are you kids doing in here??" The officer asked but, luckily it was my uncle Tony.

"Uncle Tony....we were just being kids.." I smiled brightly.

The next morning a letter came for me in the mail.

"It's from uncle Tony!!" I screamed.

It Read:

Dear neice Kitty,

Last night was kinda weird but seeing as though you were just being kids I took the liberty of giving you these tickets for MCR. There's enough for you..Jason..Kelly and Youth. I'll pick you up and drive you there it's right by the station which is where I work so when the concert is done ask one of the officers to give you a ride. I hopefully will be off duty but, if not then you know. Well I'll pick you guys up at seven tonight so be ready!!!

                                                                                       Love Uncle Tony

I nearly jumped for joy and went in the frontroom where the guys were playing video games.

"Guess what Youth..Jason??" I tried to hide my smile and try to sound a bit serious.

"What!?" they both looked at me.. Youth as anxious as ever and Jason as suprised as ever.

"Well last night that cop was my uncle Tony and he sent me a letter insealing 4 tickets to go see MCR..tonight!" I jumped and so did the guys.

At exactly seven my uncle honked and we hopped in. The concert was rocking but there was so many people that I started to hyperventalate again and I fainted and hit my head on the concrete!!

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that's all for today enjoy

The next morning My mom woke me up with a fright.
"Your not going to school today!" she screamed. Usually I would be happy that I wasn't going to school but today I was devistated.
"Why! I'm not sick!" I almosted pushed her down.
"You cannot go cause of your arm! What are you going to say to people!?" Then after she said that I was silent.
"The truth," I mumbled so she couldn't hear.
"What?! Speak up!" She shoved me back on my bed.
"The truth mom the truth!" I yelled beginning to tear up. She then looked at me and walked away. I got dressed and went to school. A sea of people were in the halls like usual. The preppies on one side with the jocks the gansters on the other. Then, I turned down the hall where I was most welcomed, The Hall Of Tradgedy, or so thats what the preps call it. In this hall there were three sections. One on the left side on on the right and one straight ahead. The side on the right were the Goths black shadowed it. The middle or straight ahead was the skaters, and then came the left side the most misfits of the school were the emos. No one at my school liked the emo kids.
"I heard what had happened last night from your cousin," Jason stopped me in the middle of the hall.
"You did?" I asked him getting angry at my cousin inside and anxious of what Jason would say.
"Let me see it," he looked at me in worried eyes, "Please." I rolled up my sleeve to show him my scars.
"their pretty deep," he started out, "maybe you should go to the hospital." I shook my head no and walked the rest of my way to the locker. I looked over and saw Kelly and Youth coming towards me. Kelly used to be an emo kid like us but moved over with the goths. Youth, her boyfriend, used to be a skater but turned to the goths. Youth and I had been bestfriends since pre-K. Kelly had long black hair like mine but a bit longer. She was thin and pretty. People say we're twins because we look just alike. Youth had short black hair which used to be long and brown and he had and athletic body. He looked nothing like Jason. Jason was very, very skinny and had short brown hair. We all were friends and sat at eachothers lunch tables.
"Hey!" Youth said.
"I heard what happened from that new kid over there." I looked and say a skinny boy with short blonde hair in the emo side of the hall.
"Let me see!" Youth looked at my arm as I showed him my scars, "Wow!"
"oh my gosh! Did it hurt!?" Kelly grasped my arm and I shook my head no.
"Why did you do that?" Youth questioned me.
"The nightmares got out of control and I was sick of them. They scare me Youth you don't understand," I teared up again.
"It's ok now tell me what it was about," Youth sat me down on a bench that was in the hall.
"Well," I started, "It was dark and I was crying. I saw Jason and he held my arm and started running with me. He told me he'll tell me what was going on when we're safe. The sky was red and the smell in the air was unbearable. I saw canabals everywhere! Some had cancer and all sorts of dieses. I saw a canabal eating my parents and left their skins and bones. I then lost trace of Jason and I was stuck and couldn't move..." I finished.
"what else?" Youth put his hand on my leg. I looked up at him...
"That's all I could remember," I told him.
"wow," he said, "that is pretty scary.
"there was one more thing," i started.
"What!!??" he was so impatient.
"When I woke up at about 3 am I was hypervenalating."
"you need help Kitty," he told me.
"I TRIED!!!" I screamed making a scene. I fell crying and the bell to go home rang. I ran to catch my bus but I missed it. I had to walk home in the rain. When I got home I saw that my mom and dad weren't home but my big brother Toby was sitting in the living room with his girlfriend, Becky, his friend, Mark and Mark's girlfriend, Jeniffer.
"Mom and dad won't be home today, Saturday or Sunday they had to go to dad's mom's house," Toby explained.
"I don't care about that I just want to know if Keith is coming over," I told Toby.
"Yeah he is.....why did you ask?" Toby was very nosey exspecially in my buisness.
"He told Jason and Kelly and Youth about last night," Toby looked at me.
"well he'll be here at like 5 ok?" He said and then he asked, "Is anyone coming over? Mom and dad said I could have Jennifer, Mark and Becky spend the weekend over here and you can have as many people as I have," He explained to me. I nodded and then said..
"I'll have Kelly, Youth and Jason."
At about 6 or 7 they all showed up at the door.
"I have a plan for tonight but we need a car," Youth said as soon as he stepped in my house.
"Toby!" I screamed. Toby came jogging out of the basment with Becky, Jennifer and Mark.
"What?" he questioned me.
"Do you want to do something tonight?" I asked him.
"what is it," he looked weird.
"I'll tell you but, you will get a little freaked," Youth said as he signaled everyone to sit.

That night I tossed and turned in my bed. I hate that this time this nightmare isn't going away. I tossed and turned over and over until I couldn't take this anymore! I ran to my bathroom and began to cut myself extra hard. In a few moments  I began to feel soooo light headed so I stopped. My arm was gushing out blood. I collasped to the floor and started to cry holding my face to my arm. My mom ran in and plunged to the floor to look at my arm.

"Why did you do this!?" she asked me.

"I.....I....I'm sick of it mom," I said shaking. I swallowed and looked up at her.

"Sick of what?" she stroked my black hair back.

"The n..n...nightmares," I sobbed.

"What about them?" she asked again. I stood up and so did she. I swallowed once more before speaking.

"I tried everything mom and nothing worked," I said trying not to stutter.

"What exactly did you try??" she questioned me getting more serious.

"Therapy,pills,drugs and nothing worked," I looked up at her, "What's happening to me?" She held me tight and cried even more.

"I don't know Taylor.......I just don't know," she cried. I held her tight and she began to wrap a bandage on my arm to stop the blood. After that I went back to bed. My dream was horrible.

I saw myself lying in a corner all alone. My boyfriend Jason apeared in a worried look.

"We have to go....Now!" he screamed.

"Why.....why do we have to go??" I questioned him.

"I'll tell you when we're safe!" He screamed pulling me and pulling me.

"Safe from what!" I yelled to him. He said nothing he just kept silent. On the way there I heard screeching and hollering. I looked around and saw the worst thing in the world......canabals! We turned around a corner and he stopped. I looked in front of him and I saw my mom and dad already devored. All that was left of them were their skins and bones but, seperate. I started to cry. I couldn't stop. We soon found out that there was no safe place. Nowhere to hide.....Nowhere to seek. The smell was unberible! Rotten corpse and dead bodies filled the air. The canabals had dieses from the hospital. Some with cancer doing everything to stay alive. I couldn't bare to watch anymore but, I couldn't look away it was like I was stuck. My body was stiff and my brain was paralyzed. I was now their bait.....

I woke up with a cold chill running down my spine. Was I in the hospital or was in one of these jacked up nightmares. I sighed and looked around to find out. Nothing. Everything was gone. No people, no help, no happiness. I then awoke from my slumber with the boom of my mom's voice from down the hall.

"Wake up!!!!!" she roared, "Come on get up Taylor!" her screeching voice hurt mt ears. Taylor......that was a name that I haven't heard in a while. You see, everytime I go to school everyone called me Kitty.

"Hurry! You already missed the bus!! And I can't drive you because I'm late!!!" Her voice suddenly came closer to my room and with that I jolted up and tried to pull my self together, I slipped on a striped sweater and some tight jeans, I put on some socks that were lying about and broke into my old converse sneakers. I ran downstairs and grabbed me a peice of bread just to hold me over until luchtime.

"Mom", I asked tying my shoe, "Can you give me a ride?"

"No Taylor!" she hollered from the living room. "I'm already late as it is!" I then jolted out of my seat, stuffed the bread in my mouth and ran out the door with my pull over in one hand and my binder in the other. I ran passed the nearby Shell Gas Station and ran passed BurgerKing. I ran down the highway not looking where I was going and ran to my school. I opened the front doors out of breath and got stopped by Mrs.Rose, the secretary. She gave me a tarty slip and gave me an evil look. I walked down the stairs and down the hall to my locker. My mind was all jumbled up with ideas and questions and frustration I couldn't think straight. I walked into my class and gave the tarty slip to my teacher.

"That will be all," she muttered. As I started to walk to my seat she grabbed my shoulder.

"This has been the third time this week," she told me. I plopped in my chair and slumped down ready for yet another boring lecture.

"Hey Kitty......did you bring the c.d?" My friend Alexander whispered.

"No! I didn't have any time!" I whispered back.

"Why not," he said in a hushed tone.

"I was late remember?" I qustioned him.

"Oh....right. Well then if you want your HIM c.d back then I recomend you bring me your new MCR c.d," he said controling me.

"Yeah, yeah i know that much," I smiled then laughed.